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December 29 ...Simplicity:1. The property, condition, or quality of being simple or uncombined. 2. Absence of luxury or showiness; plainness. 3. Absence of affectation or pretense. December 24 PostSecretesque
it's not ok, like i've said it is
you hurt me more than i let on
Sometimes it's hard to believe that everything happens for a reason
I'd never give him up but i will always wonder what it would be like if you never left
they told me it wasn't me you left but that's not what it felt like
you used to be the best now i don't know who you are
i'm tired of pretending everything's ok just so you can finally be happy
i found the note i cryed then pretended nothing was wrong
i know you deserved to be happy but i didn't deserve that
i hope you're happy now, where you are
I do love you I miss... Everything December 21 blah blahI really do hate laundry. I used to think i liked it.. but no. There's tons of it. My room is a disaster and i blame it all on the fact i never do laundry.. unless i need to do it. It's pretty bad. I think it's about time i got rid of some clothes... ones i don't wear. Give them away. And the ones i still want yet don't wear at the moment.. need to go into the storage place rob got for the stuff we couldn't bring here. If i just store them somewhere here i would eventually get into them to see what's there. And then there would be a huge mess again. I think that's what I'll do tonight. Actually, maybe tomorrow because we're putting the tree up tonight.. i think.
I've been reading a lot lately. I've read two books already in i think.. 3 weeks. I read while i wait for Declan to fall asleep, during his naps, and a bit before i fall asleep. I guess it's not that much, but it's the most i've read i think ever. Rob's mom has tons of books to choose from. So far I've found an author i enjoy and i'm going to read the 4 or 5 books that she has by her. I find myself waiting for the next chance to read, and i can only finish the book if i really like it. It's just reading.. but it's nice to have something to look forward to on a daily bases.
Why can't i go to bed at a decent hour? I take Declan to bed between nine and nine - thirty... i stay in the room with him until he falls asleep (which is a habit i'm going to try to break soon). I put his food on him (because he's still on it during the night, but not during the day:). Then i clean up any mess we've made in the kitchen. About 10 i go downstairs... and i usually stay up until midnight. If i went to bed any earlier, i would pretty much have absolutely no time to myself all day long. So i guess i don't know why i'm writing this because there's no way i'm going to change the routine lol... anyways...
So Christmas is this Sunday. I'm pretty excited. I can't wait to see Declan open his gifts. Hopefully this year he knows that if he rips the paper there is a fun toy (or clothes or whatever else it is lol) is inside. We got him some great stuff. And i just can't wail until he can use them. I'm going to take ots of pictures of course:) There are still things we want to pick up for him.. but we're not going to until after Christmas.. for the Boxing day sales.
Why do they call them "Boxing Day Sales"? I don't even think stores are really open boxing day are they? And they last for a week or so.. it's kind of annoying. But i guess i've heard some places call them boxing week sales.. which is okay lol.
Well i think that's about all I'm going to write for now.. Hope you're having a good one!
- Debs Lately It's Been...Christmas shopping/ Wrapping gifts/ Reading/ Cold weather/ Opened a gift early ( thanks mom!;)/ Trailor Park Boys/ Christmas decorations/ Party @ Jenn's/ December 15 ...Haha.. what a coinkydink.. i'm reading a book right now by Patricia Cornwell lol
Author Slams Cruise's Stance on Psychiatry Hollywood star Tom Cruise has come under attack from best-selling author Patricia Cornwell - she believes his controversial stance on psychiatry is putting lives at risk. The American crime novelist is convinced Cruise's outspoken support of Scientology could cause a catastrophe when one of his young fans decides to follow his advice and refuse to take their medication. Scientology preaches mental illness is imaginary and psychiatric drugs are only prescribed to suppress people. Cornwell says, "There are misconceptions about psychology, especially when people out there like Tom Cruise says there's no evidence of chemical imbalance and psychiatric disorders. There's going to be some girl or boy who worships this megastar, who decides, 'I'm not going to take my anti-depressants because Tom Cruise said I don't need drugs.'" War Of The Worlds star Cruise became embroiled in a heated exchange with actress Brooke Shields earlier this year, after he criticized her for taking anti-depressants when she was diagnosed with post-partum depression. December 14 ...So it's almost Christmas. Just a few days to go. This year, things are different. This year Christmas is being spent at Declan's Nannie's. Well, seeing we are living here now... it's ony appropriate lol. Since we've moved in, Declan has grown leaps and bonds. He is no longer fed through his tube during the day. He eats regular food and he's finally able to drink (and keep it in his mouth lol). It's amazing how well he is doing. His favorite room in the house is the kitchen, and would spend all day in there if i let him. He loves playing with the 'Lazy Susan', rearanging the groceries inside. And of course, opening the cupboards and taking out and puting back pots and pans, and mixing bowls.
During the night however, we still need to give Declan formula through his feeding tube. A couple of weeks ago, Declan saw a plastic surgeon so he could check to make sure his palet was healed, which it was. He mentioned we shoud try taking him off the pump, and since at that time Declan wasn't able to drink, the dr said that when Declan got thirsty, he would learn to drink. Well, that Friday we took him off his food.. however at night i wasn't comfortable taking him off completely.. so i just put him on water. Well the next morning was the scariest yet. Declan looked as if (what we've been told) sounded like a diebetic shock. He had several of the symptoms. A couple of days later though, after explining it to his peadiatrician, he said that since Declan has been tube fed since birth.. the formula is "like crack" to his body (the dr's words). Which makes sense.. His body is so used to getting food all the time.. that going 8 or more hours without just makes his body shut down. Anyways.. he was fine by the next day.. and after the new year we will see his dr and make a plan to ween him off the pump at night. Meanwhile.. it's sooooo great to be able to feed Declan and give him juice/milk/etc. Today i gave him chocolate milk and he LOVED it.. his favorite tho i think is strawberry milkshake :) mmmm...
I can't wait until Christmas morning... actually, i can't wait to wrap Declan's christmas gifts first..I love wrapping. It's relaxing and i love trying to make the parcels pretty.. not that he will care lol. Hopefully this year he'll know that once he unwraps it.. there will be a fun toy inside for him.. or whatever is in there lol.
Well... i better get goin'. i think declan is waking up from his nap (i'm downstairs with a baby moniter). Hope all is well with everything and you're having a wonderful holiday season...
Bye for now
- Debs December 13 Long Quote As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. December 09 Christmas Tradition I love the movie It's a Wonderful Life. I don't know why.. but it's become my own Christmas tradition. I try to watch it every year, but the last few years I've missed it. It used to be on a few times before Christmas, because in the 1970's the rights weren't renewed, making it one of the cheapest Christmas specials to air. Now NBC has exclusive rights to it, meaning they are the only ones who can air it, and for the past few years it has only been aired once. Also, for whatever reason, it's been on in the middle of November. Anyways.. I've been meaning to purchse it but just seems i only think of it around Christmas time, and i just don't have the money to buy it. Well, this year i am prepared. It's on this Saturday night! Finally.. in December! lol I haven't seen it in about 3 years so I'm pretty excited to finally see it again.
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